Wednesday, 10 September 2014

Discovering Quan Yin


After many years of calling out to the Earth Mother (Gaia), as a modern NeoPagan Hippie and Wiccan, I was called upon by Quan Yin, Bodhisattva of Compassion. The image of an ethereal being, a woman real yet not of this world, came to me repeatedly while I was pregnant for my second child. Her grace and wisdom was apparent even though she was never moving. She was still. A calm presence during tough times. This 'image' was hard to shake. Her face was ingrained into my memory. Every time I would close my eyes, there she would be, smiling. Such a simple act, but one that seemed to ease my growing fears (My two children would only be 16 months apart and I was having a tough time adjusting to being a fulltime stay at home mom). It was some months before I was able to properly put a name to the face I had seen countless times.
I was doing some research on birthing rituals and chants to attempt to incorporate into my Hypnobirthing the second time around when I came across this image. For the first time in months I was able to put a name to the face that had calmed so many of my fears. The face that had kept me from the brink of utter despair. The face that told me (more times that I can count) that everything would be okay; that she would guide me through the next phase of my life and set me up for the future I was meant to have. The life I was meant to live. I would no longer be living in the shadow of the past, but in the light of what was to be. Who I was to be.

I immediately set out to find out all I could about her. About Quan Yin. I poured over websites and other peoples accounts of their encounters with her. I found a comfort in the words of others. In their stories of triumph over what was troubling them. I learned that not only was Quan Yin a Bodhisattva but she was the patron Goddess for Millions upon Millions of Buddhists world wide, especially in South Korea where she takes on the role of Mother to a nation.

My research led to several print works dedicated solely to her. I was beyond ecstatic. Not only could I openly speak with the image of hope that guided me. Now I could immerse myself in literature about her, in my favourite medium, Print Media. First chance I had I ran to my discount books store to see if they had any of the titles I was looking for. The first book I came across was "Discovering Kwan Yin, Buddhist Goddess of Compassion: A Path Towards Clarity and Peace" by Sandy Boucher. I set about reading this holy grail sneaking in pages every chance I had (not an easy task with a 1yr old)…

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